NAIINIS AKO ( CNO KA MAN )

naasar ako dahil sa isang pagkakamali ko ung ang nangyari sana if i have a chance na ibalik ung mga nangyari sana di nalang! nakakaasar ka gusto kitang murahin or what ever i want para lang makaganti sau pero hindi ko magawa! naasar ako sana di na nangyari un hmmmf. nag sisisi na ako grabe this was a big sacrifice for me. i never want to happen like what u do to me. naiiyak ako, nagagalit ako, napanghihinaan na ko ng loob pro eto lumalaban parin dahil sa ginawa mo i never want to discriminate in this entire world? but now it’s begin. what u want? huh i doesn’t know what wil happen’s next. everybody want me to become success but you? what u do in my future? in this moment, i swear to god, only god who will give u a trials that u will feel the same what i feel. omg! grr. i hope u are happy now to break my future? u never know this but hope u read this. IM MAD! GRRRR?!

MR & MS GRC 2009

masaya ako dhil nabigyan ako ng opportunity na mag join sa MR & MS GRC gusto ko now i share sa inyo ang na experience na saya lungkot galit asar inis disappointed dahil sa nangyari. While our rehearsal nagkakilakilala kami den wer glad na hindi namin na torture ang self as na kalaban! yeeh! :-) den while our rehearsal mga pasaway kami kc di tlga kami umaatend ng practice. den the day of 31 of july the pageant was held in our school den lht kami kinakabahan sa mangyayari. wen the opening remarks start yan na unang una ang section namin sa pageant im the CANDIDATE NO #1. den my partner timmy barbado. den yun na im happy but nervous hahaha den the next is our casual terno kami ni timmy den tinawag na ang MR. TALENT at un c andy den tinawag na rin ang MS. TALENT at un c rose den nag bihis kami para naman sa RECYCLE COSTUME den nung lumabas na ako namangha cla sa suot ko den sumabaog na ung pomfetti den my fire effects pa! tapos nung c timmy na ung lumabas tinawag sya nawindang ang lht dahil sa ganda nya may hawak pa syang ibon na gumagalaw dba! hahaha (ako my gawa ng cos2me namin) tapos binangit na ung nanalo sa MR AND MS PHOTOGENIC at un c gresa at andy den cnabay na ang BEST IN CASUAL at un c timmy at c andy. den dun namn sa sports wear nung lumabas ako nag agaw exsena dahil gumapang ako at tumalon sakit ng tuhod ku nun. den c timmy naman lumabas na ang taray naka horse back riding dba. den binangit na ung MR AND MS. FRIENDSHIP at un ako at si cley ann then binangit ang BEST IN RECYCLE COSTUME at un c timmy at c stranger sun na sumama ang loob ko dahil iknow na mas maganda ang ginawa kong recycle kesa sa kanya at di hamak kung sa pinaka magandang entrance aku un but still sports parin ako dahil i dont want my fellow candidates na madis appoint sakin den for our last portion the FORMAL/LONG GOWN ATTIRE un lumabas ako nakabarong ako lng kakaiba den c timmy lumabas din un palung palo tapos tinawag na ang best in SPORTWEAR at un c timmy at ung pinakalast na candidate tapos tinawag din ung best in gown at un c timmy at sa formal ay ung nasa last na candidate. tapos ung sa q&a ako ung unang tinanong inpernes nakasagot ako at pure english huhuhu! den un sunud sunud na tapos tinawag na ang 1ST RUNNER UO parehas nanalo ung nasa last na candidate den sa MR & MS. GRC tinawag c timmy at andy dahil cla nag nag win masaya na ako sa nang yari dahil khit papaano nahakot ng kaklase ko ung award pero ang sumama lng ang loob ko kahit isa sa cnuot ko wlng nanalo i know na lht un pinag hrapan ko at kung 22usin maganda kung ako lng ang judges papanalo ko sarili ko but accept the reality dba be sports nang hihinayang lng ako sa ginastos ng klase namin 8000 pa namn dba kya ng nahihiya akong humarap sa kanila nung nag pipicture na kc grabe den kinulit nila ako picture daw un multik na ko umiyak dba but by d way i accept kung anung nangyari sakin i think dats is a lesson kailangan lng pag handaan ko kung anong mangyayari sakin if ever na sumabak ako muli dun. hayst!

graduation day

medals, diploma, certificates & pic2re in my graduation day.

hehehe, graduation day APRIL 2, 2009 - umpisa ng ceremony nasa last ng pila ng boys ng LIBRA kami ni mama & den buti nalang hindi kami late. nakakaasar ung pina reserve kong sampaguita na wala kaasar naman kc ung tindera eh. un after nun hinatid ko na c mama sa chair nya. after that i start to take a sit to my place & get take a look for my classmates & our school mates. Then the ceremony start within the choir of our school one of my friend ALVIN sing w/ dem, and obviously im PROUD TO MY FRIEND. yeeeh! :-) & also dey sing th lupang hinirang w/ a nyc tune. after that mrs. bartolo give the message of the vice president of the philippines. Then the award start given to those student who joined in the VARIOUS EVENT & SPORTS EVENT. i dont expected na section by section ang calling & then in our section i am the 1st hu called and hir is my award, mrs. dionido said ” ID MAKING 3rd PLACE - mark arnel constantino, ” and pakatapos sabihin ni maam un tumau aku and nag walk acu papunta kay mama after i was shocked in the next called maam dionido said ” CHEERING SQUAD 1st PLACE - mark arnel constantino “, ifeel get happy & shy cause people get watch me while im walking un pala kaya cla nakatingin kc aku pala ung 1st na tinawag na na-repeat ang name i was happy. then maam dionido get handle again the microphone and she said while we entering in the stage floor ” PARTICIPANT IN REGIONAL PRESS CONFERENCE - mark arnel constantino” i was became to glad. hayst! my classmate get claped their hands. my mom get proud of me & she told “nak sayang walang nag shot sau” uu nga eh kc bawal eh un. grabe nung tym na un iba ung pakiramdam ko para kong titiklop sa tinginan ng tao hayss. saya talaga maging hayskul. then the other politicians give their individual message to us, but kaming mga magkakaklase nag daldalan lang hahaha. :-)) saya nga kc bonding tym namin un. tapos they continue awarding to those hu join in I DONT KNOW KUNG ANU UNG TITLED eh. speechless na kc aku nun. un nagulat aku kc tinawag nanaman aku sabi ni maam dionido ” PARTICIPANT IN SCIENCE ENVIROMENT CAMP - mark arnel constantino ” hahaha   nagulat acu kc sabi ni mama “balak mo ba hakutin lahat hehehe, i was happy kc while my mom get the medals our mayor arlene arcillas get talked to my maam and she said “ang dami huh, galing” and mama get answer hehehe. grabe nuhh. tapos after the awarding they continue give a inspired messages to us and then again they continue awarding for those hu join in SCOUTING, and again they called the participants for VIGIL CAMP IN CENTENNIAL GARDEN, (”actual that camp is to important for meeee”) hehe and i get happy again while march in the floor. then lastly DAN FERNANDEZ give a inspired message to us. den they returned again to giving award for those “TRUSTWORTHY” hahaha actually included nananaman ang name ko for our section.

hindi ko alam kung paano ako titiklop sa daming blessings na na receive ko. den ooops. i forgot we sing our song for the parents “THANK YOU” den after starting the ceremony we song the “GLOWING INSIDE”.. now after receiving award we sing “AWIT NG PAGTATAPOS” i get start to cry and my classmate get hug me cause im not feel well. then we start to enlighten the candle & we go to our parents and said “thank you w/ hug and kiss” hehehe. then we start to sing FAREWELL, den i cannot sing cause i get cry allot “HUMAGULGOL NAKO” haystt grabe nakakahiya man pero i want to show to my classmate & friends how much i love dem khit na hindi kami magkasundo, den y classmates BOYS get hug me and i start again to cry den i go to the GIRLS den rojanni said “walang kalimutan huh” grabe ang hig nila sakin. then my best friend amylyn (e2 ung nakaaway ko ng grabe) but dont cback the past. we hug together and we get sorry to our individual sins. then i saw vergel and i start to hug him and i said sorry huh.. grabe then i start to walk to my maam and i saw the other hindi ko kc matandaan kung cno cno cla. tapos nilapitan ko c mama den she get cry din kc nadala daw sya sakin kc naman hagulgol ang iyak ku. tapos my classmates, friends and specially the marla get hug me and cry cry cry, then c mama pinabayaan nya muna ko umiyak kc di ko kaya hindi aku makahiga hahaha, tapos nung bumama na kami ng floor ng covered court my friends in 2nd year na 2-rose get shouted na “waaah markk” tapos umiyak din cla grabe, naging close kurin pala cla tapos. i get start to back my toga and i saw maam count the list of the toga tapos nilapitan ko sya napaiyak sya bigla kc nakita nya ko IN 1ST TYM I SAW HER NA UMIIYAK grabe tapos nag thank u aku sakanya sabi ko nga eh ” maam thank you sa lahat, salamat sa pagtitiwala & thanks sa lahat lahat ng naituro mo sakin” taposlumapit naman aku kay maam manzanero un umiyak din sya nilapitan ko rin c maam dionido, c maam flores, c maam lagunias pero nalulunkot aku kc di ko nalapitan c maam basco at c maam alon alon. tapos nung tapos naku lumapit sa kanila umuwi na kami ” nagalit nga ung mga kaibigan ko kc wala cla pic2re sakin. di nila ko napic2ran hahaha. yaan na un. tapos un masaya na ko wala na ko masabi. and saya pala talaga ng hayskul days nunh. promise di ko to malilimutan. at sana sa mga naging classmates ko wag nyo ko kalimutan taz mag ingat kau lagi huh. mag college kau. haha

My 1st Post!

sa ngayun mag seseryoso na ko mag sulat ng blog ku peo d naman lhat lht! naiinis aku bakit sa araw 2x na ginawa ng diyos lagi akong minamalas kc kita mu now sem break namin peo ala parin ako jamming at kung anu anu pa naku buti nalang ung others meron ang masaklap pa dun ala akong pera shet! kaya d2 lng aku sa shop namin magbantay ng magbantay hanggang sa mag sara hay buhay talga sa huwebes aalis ako walang makakapigil pupunta ako sa true na house namin sa caloocan. reunion namin un ng family namin sa side ng mama ko nako excited na ko makita ung mga pinsan ko grabe! ilang year nairin alang communication. mis ku na cla peo ung mga pinsan ko d2 sa side ng papa ko alang clbe mga TAMAD nako ayaw ku sa knila tapo ang masaklap pa dun aku daw ang tamad. nako pero grabe naeexcite na ko sa huwebes para makaalis na ko sa BORING NA LUGAR NBA 2! buti na nga lng nandyan c tita shy lagi akong binibigyan ng pera pero my kapalit hay nako ala na kong maisip tapos nangagawit na kamy ko buti nalng di ko ikinancel tung blog na 2 pasalamat nalimutan ko email ko babaguhin ko na nga kc kainis! grrrr cge ala na akong masabe!